The Grand Shift

Aquila Hope
2 min readApr 20, 2020

Everyone in the UK has been self isolating for nearly a month now. Some are getting anxious, restless and frustrated. I felt a whole lot of emotions in the first two weeks of isolation. I missed the freedom of movement, but now it’s been replaced by a strong need not to slip back into the status quo that stood before.

I don’t want to return to a world where we endlessly consume. Be it each other, too much food, too much sex, too much empty calories or anything that doesn’t help us. There’s a fine line between treating yourself every now and again and getting lost and gorging ourselves into a deep sleep of ignorant bliss.

The bigger irony is…I personally don’t long for a Bentley, a Louis Vuitton handbag, the next Supreme drop or even the next pair of Yeezy’s. I just want to feel relatively comfortable…and that doesn’t need to be a brand necessarily.

‘Solitude feels a lot calmer than before’

The most intriguing thing about where we currently are in history is I felt a shift earlier this year just after Christmas. I thought it was just the passing of a decade to be honest, but its proving something a lot more deep.

I’m still learning a lot while I’m in it. Solitude feels a lot calmer than before. I miss my partners, but I know I’ll see them soon enough and I can message or video call them in the meantime. Patience has replaced haste, but it doesn’t mean I do nothing either.

What have you learnt from your time in self isolation? Drop a comment below.

Until next time #embraceinfinity and stay safe.

Aquila Hope is a coach, trans activist, spokesperson and musician. They’re found through Instagram, Twitter, Medium and their own website. Aquila lives on the outskirts of Birmingham, enjoys self improvement, creating music, good coffee and pizza.

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Aquila Hope
Aquila Hope

Written by Aquila Hope

Transformative Coach | Trans Activist + Spokesperson| Musician. I love telling stories and awakening souls to big questions. #embraceinfinity

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